Moving on, I also read about cervical checks during childbirth and how research has shown it's mathematical unpredictability. Ooooo these two hit home for me, as I was a "please tell me how much I'm dilated" kinda gal with my first birth. This time around though, just the thought of it sent shivers down my spine. It was clear EEEEEVERYONE was to stay well away from my vagina!!! thank you very much. Then I read this on how there there is more to birth than having a baby, which was in so many ways SO very important for me, personally. Like I said before I wanted to be prepared for any scenario and what my choices were so I read lots more here, here, here, another good research paper about birth positions and birth, and because I had started to think about it, I read this too.
At this junction is where I've just realised if I share every single thing I read, I wouldn't have the space to actually write the story (now you understand when I said my brain was gonna explode). It was a day to day thing, reading about 4 or 5 articles in a day!! So I've decided to condense it and give you just enough and if your interest is sparked, then you can go ahead, research and read more on your own ok?
Let's move on.